Bored. Super Bored.

*super random post ahead*


May nakapagsabi sa'kin na "Better bored than busy." Totoo yun! Kaya lang ngayon, I'm super bored. Gusto ko ng bagong taong makakausap. Haha! Kaya kung wala kang magawa and you have time and load to spare, text me:

Bye Acad, Hello Fin

Kailan lang, naramdaman ang tunay na paniniwala sa akin ng mga taong hindi ko namang close na close kami ngunit sa kabila ng ganoon naming ugnayan, patuloy pa rin silang naniniwala sa akin. <3

“Bakit ka nag-Fin?” Isa ito sa mga tanong na talagang napatigil ako at napaisip. Bakit nga ba ako sumuong sa isang laban na hindi ko tiyak kung may sapat akong armas upang lumaban? Bakit ko nga ba piniling humarap sa isang pagsubok na wala man lang akong kasiguraduhang malulusutan ko? Wala akong alam. Wala akong plano. Wala.

Maaari ngang sabihin na meron naman akong nailatag na mga plano’t plataporma na magiging gabay ko para magampanan ko ng maayos ang magiging trabaho ko; subalit inaamin ko na ginawa ko lang ito para may maipasa lang ako kay Kuya JC. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko talaga alam ang gagawin ko. Nahihilo. Nalilito. Natutuliro.

Matagal naman nang inalok sa akin ang posisyon ng pagiging Finance Officer. Bago pa man magbukas ang nominations para sa mga tatakbo, tinatanong na ako kung nais kong punan ang posisyon. Mariin ang pagtanggi ko nung umpisa dahil hindi ko talaga alam ang patutunguhan ng Finance Committee sa ilalim ng pamamahala ko kung saka-sakali mang ako maihalal. Pero sa isip ko lang yun. Hindi ko nasabi ang nilalaman ng isip ko. Pinili ko pa ring ‘maging open’ ang options ko.

Gusto ko talagang tumakbo para sa isang posisyon pero hindi bilang Finance Officer. May pagnanais sa’kin na maging bahagi ng Executive Committee yaman din lamang na nasaksihan ko na nang pahapyaw kung paano ginagawa ang mga SemPlan. Sa palagay ko, ang pagkakataong mapabilang sa ExeComm ay isang hakbang para sa katuparan ng isa sa mga nais kong makamit sa buhay: ang gumawa ng pagbabago. Pero ang tanong paano lalo na kung may mga nagnanais na tumakbo para sa iilang posisyon na gusto ko ring punan? Ang natitira na lang ay ang pagiging Finance Officer, wala nang iba. Ay, meron pa pala – ang VP for Acad.

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Wuhoo! Lezzgo groupmates! :D Alam kong masusunod natin itong schedule na itoooo. Lezzgoooo! :D

PS: Wala pa pala dyan ang ating pagmamarket survey para sa mga kakailanganin na ingredients. Gagawin natin yan, dear groupmates, pagkatapos ng final recipe test.

Good luck sa atiiiin! :D We can do thiiis! ^_______^

30 Day Challenge: Day 19

Day 19: Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.

My last birthday is definitely one of my most memorable birthdays EVER.

If I were to compare it to my friends’ birthday celebration, mine is definitely… different. I am not even sure if it could qualify as a “celebration”. My last birthday was kind of lethargic considering that it was my debut. But of course, being ever optimistic, I still managed to find joy in what I did.

Last October 4, 2010, as soon as I woke up, one thing was on my mind: Wow, it’s my birthday. Happy birthday to me! But dang, I have a report in Art Studies 2 that I have to cram. I was not able to do this in advance because there were more requirements that needed my immediate attention that is why I have to cram this particular report on my birthday. So I spent the whole day doing the paper. This is so saaaad. :( Of all my birthdays, I really have to experience this on my 18th birthday, on my debut. While others are busy preparing their dresses for their upcoming grand debut, there I was – sitting in front of the laptop, pre-occupied on how would I finish the paper that would be due the following day. Wow. Simply wow.

I only felt that it was my birthday whenever I log in to Facebook and I see notification after notification wishing me a happy birthday. Great, I really did wish that it was a happy birthday. :(

And then, at around 2:00 pm, there was a miracle that happened. Ma’am Fay Gumba, my Art Studies 2 instructor, sent an email which said that she would postpone the submission of the paper on October 5 – the report would be submitted the following week.

MY GOSH. That was the best gift that I received that day (because my LG Lollipop Phone was given to me last October 10). I leaped out of my seat and I immediately told my mom that the submission of paper was postponed. Wuhoo! I still had a little time to celebrate my birthday. As a part of my birthday celebration, I accompanied my mom to the supermarket to buy ingredients for the food that she was going to prepare for my birthday. Great.

It was still all good since I think this is a break from what I have been doing all day. Hooray! Still, I think I would have celebrated my debut better. But this is an awakening that it is unavoidable to have not-so-happy birthdays.

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This year, I plan on celebrating my birthday with my karaoke buddies – Ian, Patty, Winnie, Rhea – and my other blockmates. :D I wish to treat them in karaoke bar or something similar. Haha! Because of them, my hidden love for karaoke has been unleashed.

That is Plan A. If I have a budget.

If I will be tight on the budget (which will probably happen since I plan on buying an mp3 player because my Samsung mp3 player could not be detected in any computers/netbooks), I think I would just treat them in KFC or some fast food. Haha! Then, I’d treat them to TimeZone as well.

I hesitate on writing about Plan C of my birthday celebration. ..But I would still write about this since I am reallyyyy forgetful. I would like to invite my blockmates to my house in Paranaque then we’ll eat there. Afterwards, we’d go to a private pool near our place so that we could swiiiiim. :> Or I’d find someone who could lend me their Magic Sing microphone so we could karaoke all daaaay. Teehee! :>

Of course, I planned my 19th birthday celebration WAAAY ahead of time so any of these plans would not probably happen. I’ll just wait and see until my next birthday. Heck, classes have just even barely begun.

30 Day Challenge: Day 01

Day 01: Post 15 facts about yourself.

1. I am an incoming third year BS-HRIM college student in UPD. :) Pumped up for the series! :D
2. I am a member of UP Society for Hotel and Restaurant Progress. I love UP SHARP. :)
3. I hate mice and rats. :(
4. I love Doraemoooon! ^________^
5. I love karaoke so muuuuch! If you’re a karaoke lover like me, you must sign-up in karaokeparty.com.
6. I really wanted to major in Psychology for college. …But oh well, look at where life took me. :>
7. When I was in Grade 6, I wanted to manage my own resto-bar.
8. David Archuleta = ♥
9. I love color pink sooo much! :D
10. I terribly miss playing volleyball. :(
11. I love music. Especially those that are bluesy and soulful and a little old school. Actually, I could say that my musical preference is pretty eclectic. I just don’t dig the loud and creepy stuff. As an example, some of my favorite artists are Adele, Boyz II Men, Regina Spektor, and Up Dharma Down.
12. My favorite GE is Soc Sci 1. Hihi! :>
13. In general, I am loving college life way more than I love high school.
14. As of last year up to now, my favorite font is Garamond.
15. Currently, I enjoy watching Bio Channel Asia especially Intervention and Obsessed.

Some of the 15 facts in pictures:

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